HONOR THY MOTHER AND FATHER?

Tonight MARK WALTZ TALKED ABOUT HONORING YOUR MOTHER AND FATHER... WELL I HAVE A RESPONSE ALTHOUGH ALL CHILDREN DO... HOW CAN YOU HONOR SOMEONE WHO IS NEVER THEIR, IS PRESENCE REQUIRED TO HONOR THEM, AND IF SO HOW CAN YOU HONOR SOMEONE THAT DOES NOT CARE ENOUGH TO TAKE YOU TO YOUR CHIOR CONCERT OR SHOW UP TO YOUR TRACK MEET... HOW CAN YOU HONOR SOMEONE WHO DOESNT WANT TO HELP YOU ON THE VOYAGE TO BECOMING A BETTER PERSON... MARK SAID SOMETHING LIKE( I AM GONNA TRY AND QUOTE HIM) " ON THE JOURNEY FROM DEPENDENCE TO INDEPENDENCE YOU BEGIN TO BULK UP ON THE RULES" MEANING YOU START TO DISOBEY CORRECT... WELL HOW CAN YOU DISOBEY THE RULES THAT WERE SET UP BUT NO ONE INFORCES THEM... SO YOU WANT ME TO HONOR SOMEONE THAT DOES NOT HONOR ME NOR MY VALUES FOR LIFE AND MY GOD... HOW CAN I DO THAT... SETH SAID ONE DAY TO LEAN IN AND LISTEN TO WHAT WAS BEING SAID... I LOOK UP TO SETH, D.C, AND COREY MORE THAN I LOOK UP TO MY OWN FATHER... SO IF I AM WANTED TO HONOR MY FATHER THEN GIVE ME ONE THAT I CAN HONOR!

HOW I FEEL NOW

I CAN NOW SAY THAT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY!! IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYTIME I PUT MY TRUST INTO SOMEONE THAT I COME OUT ON THE EMPTY HAND! SO HOW CAN I CHANGE THAT WELL I COULD LIVE MY LIFE ON THE SAFE SIDE AND NOT PUT TRUST IN ANYONE AND SPEND MOST OF THE TIME JUST NOT GETTIN CLOSE TO ANY ONE BUT THAT WOULD GO AGAINST EVERYTHING THAT HE TAUGHT ME AND EVRYTHING THAT HE HELPED ME(LIFELINE) BELIEVE IN... SO WHAT IS THE NEXT STEP CAUSE IM LIKE YOU I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS BUT IM SURE LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!!

NEW YEAR NEW START

WELL THE BOYFRIEND EVERYONE WAS SO SHOCKED ABOUT IS NO LONGER MY BOYFRIEND I DECIDED THAT I DIDNT NEED HIM ANYMORE....
ALSO SOME WONDER FUL PEOPLE ARE HELPING ME GO TO COLUMBUS OHIO AT 3 AM AND I AM SOOO EXCITED... THANK YOU GCC FOR BEING MY FAMILY!!